From the Why (Song by JessicaD and DebbieM)

I'm too tired
to stumble on the memory of you
yoked across my shoulders
comforting, constricting
in unequal measures
too tired
feet catching, falling down
Falling down

I wake up screaming
hands reached out
No! No!
you never stop
I never win
just left here on my own
this pain won't ever leave me
it's welded to my heart
tearing and cracking,
my failure a burning art
a burning art

Ch
you broke yourself in silence
crushed me under lies
driving me scared and weak,
you broke yourself in silence
trapped in your disguise
hiding me from the why
from the why, from the why

The shadows want to take me
circling around my mind
whispers in my dark self's ear
The shadows want to take me
to rush towards the end
reunion they promise;
The shadows want to take me
a heady temptation given
I can't say it hasn't crossed my mind
but no, you're not forgiven
Oh no, you're not forgiven

Ch
you broke yourself in silence
crushed me under lies
driving me scared and weak,
you broke yourself in silence
trapped in your disguise
hiding me from the why

Bridge
my flame i know the truth now
you couldn't fight yourself
I'll love you from my prison
inside this living hell
this living hell, this living hell

ch
You broke yourself in silence
crushed me under lies
Driving me scared and weak,
you broke yourself in silence/
Trapped in your disguise
hiding me from the why
from the why, from the why, from the why